It was the beginning of 5th semester and my first economics class. While explaining us the use of "economics" in allocating resources which are scarce in number, our professor succinctly ended the discusssion exclaiming human wants and desires are endless so we need economics to use our resources in the best possible way. While i nattered during the complete lecture discussing my grand heroics during holidays with my friend, one thing that did find a way to my eardrum were the words "human wants and desires are endless". An aphoristic phrase with some deep meaning associated with it. Surely desires are endless but then it is the desire only that rekindles the fire within creating a deep sense of urge from inside to go for something and achieve what one longs for.
Now today while sitting aloof in my small cubicle thoughts popped up in my mind. What came to my mind were my desires and what came on my lips were the words "If Only I could..........". So it goes on like this...
If only I could....
Have a 100% attendance in all my courses in atleast one of the semesters.
Quit this erratic time table that i follow and have something organised.
Sleep at 11o'clock at night and wake up at 7 in the morning.
Get the specs removed from my eyes.
Make a 6 simultaneously with my hand and leg in air . Tried a lot but couldn't control my hand and leg at the same time.
Open my bloggers mouth more frequently than i do.
Hit a perfect smash in a badminton match.
Shout at all those who test my patience to its extremum.
Get 10 wickets in a cricket match.
Type without looking down at the keyboard. (my namse is amriyansh paeth...see i cust doa ir)
Call my mother everyday at 10.
Have my dinner everyday in a week.
Win all my Fifa matches defeating my opponents.
Perform 345*234 in my head.
Stop being polemical in my views towards certain Novak Djokovic.
Mug up atleast 10 words a day for my GRE examination.
Read the newspaper with utmost regularity.
Clean up my room atleast twice a week.
Brush my teeth twice a day.
Throw a paper ball straight inside the dustbin sitting on my chair.
Count the number of emotions explained by a single word Fuck
Comprehend what exactly did VP teach us in the last semester in solid mechanics.
Complete one book before picking up another
Speak fluently at a group discussion or an extempore.
Explain pegasus everything that i want to.
Play a violin or any musical instrument.
Attend all the calls that I receive everyday on my cell phone.
Operate a mouse with my left hand.
Get my railway reservations done on time.
Be a 8 pointer in atleast one of the semesters during my stay here at IIT-R.
Reach my department in 10 minutes on foot.
Have my breakfast everyday.
Explain each and every physics, chemistry and mathematics problem to my sister.
Watch directly at the sun with naked eyes.
Get a hair cut and a shave once in a month.
Call up all my near and dear ones once in a week.
Flush my mind of thoughts that are stale and needless to stay.
Be honest and brave enough to keep all my promises.
Write a poem which has a meaning to it.
Operate the computer without using a mouse.
Be brave enough to accept my mistakes.
Be carefree not worrying about anything in this world.
Crack jokes every now and then.
Reach atop mount everest and shout out loudly.
Explain pepole why exactly do i have a tortoise and an elephant on my study table.
Answer pegasus everything that she questions me.
Raise my voice everytime i find somthing wrong is happening.
Win atleast one of the LitSec quizes.
Be honest to myself when i m sitting alone and thinking.
BE SATISFIED ENOUGH WITH WHAT I HAVE and STILL STRIVE and WORK FOR MORE!!
Well this is not the end its just the beginning of a never ending list. Desires are truly endless!!!
